I see/feel cracks beginning to open, some connections beginning to happen… tiny, but they’re there. New peptides forming? finally?
Visualization is my struggle – keep practicing, I’m exercising new arenas of my life. Slowing down enough for my ‘sit’ – making sure to schedule it into my day… writing all my vital daily activities down (I hear Mark J saying, “What is written, gets done”) . . . IT’S WHAT I’VE WANTED ALL ALONG – why do i struggle with this, why fighting with myself???
Og’s scrolls start out: “Today I begin a new life…I begin to awake with a new vitality (boy have I been needing this for many years now!). I am a new man with a new life” (I’m YEARNING for this!!). Secondly, it’s “I greet this day with love in my heart; henceforth, I look on all things with LOVE, & I am born again (‘More love, more power- more of You, Lord, in my life’…We used to sing this song on stage often!! This IS my destiny, my purpose – to genuinely love …speak/FEEL the music of praise to all God’s children!)”. Currently it’s, “I will persist until I succeed . . . like the raindrop that washes away the mountain…I will build my castle one brick @ a time, for I know that repeated small attempts WILL complete any undertaking.”
Concentrating – why can’t I see ONE LITTLE BLACK LINE on the wall in front of me? Or the seed sprouting & developing into a flower? Or that ship with so much of it’s keel under the water, holding it upright when the waves hit? Or just talking with a friend sitting opposite me @ the little table outside a quaint restaurant?
The mental diet, ‘taking every thought captive’… (I persist until I succeed), the daily ‘sits’ (I persist until I succeed), seeing the shapes, the music, the recording, the movie trailer, the dream board (I persist until I succeed) . . .YET . . .
I’ve promised to focus 30 mins/day on becoming the person I intend to become … I START to see/feel a glimpse of that person I KNOW I have inside me … learning to connect with the Infinite God who put this gifting, this capacity in us all … It’s safe to FEEL (wasn’t okay when I was a child) … breaking thru my past bondage … keep the creative ideas flowing, connecting … idealize … conceptualize … think on my higher good … (I WILL persist until I succeed!)
I’m grateful for all these “exercises”, including this blogging, to take us where I/we truly want to go . . . that Hero’s Journey!!! I’m focusing on the goal, being that flower (pansy, for me) that blooms & beautifies its surroundings…being that love that encourages & inspires all who see!! I LOVE who I’m becoming! MasterKey brings me HOPE…
May YOU feel this HOPE also!!!